Must Have Sleep 10-17-2016

Alright so this week to be honest with you has been a rough one I haven't been able to sleep very good at all and I'm sooooooooooooooo Uber tired but it's all okay. If you could pray to help me sleep better that would be nice.

Well Eugene is being a turd, but he hasn't been keeping his commitments and so we had to push his date back to next month and today I go on exchanges ones again because Elder Morwood is the district leader and he has to check up on all the other elders so I'm not always with my companion which sometimes can be frustrating to cause your always unpacking packing not slowing down and you get tired from all the rides in the car and I found out that I never want a job were your in a vehicle all the time Dad I don't know how you do it but ya. 

The lemons are doing good and bad Nick is getting really sick and he asked us to give his wife a blessing. At first he didn't know we could do that and he said he had a feeling to ask and he did and I was able to bless Shannon with comfort and peace for the hard times that are coming but I also blessed her with the knowledge to know what she needs to do. Nick has been in and out of three hospital getting test done we are not sure what it is but nick wants us to keep coming because he says there a peace he feels when we are there so Wednesday we are going to have dinner with them.
Vivian Botka she is one of our long time investigators she has been meeting with the elders for 20 years now. She came to church yesterday and it was good to see her there.

I got a mom in the mission field sister mercer  (mamma tammi) loves me so much she got me a blanket and a candle cause she found out I love the smell of candles and I love fuzzy things plus she feeds us to and she gets me my happy food sometimes ice cream, she's so nice.

So we went and saw one of our other investigators John foster and we were watching one of the church history videos because he loves them... well any way he fell asleep in his lazy boy and the all the sudden he falls out of his chair and he has some sort of choking problem going on a me and Elder Morwood think something he's having a seizure  and then it quits and he looks at me and Elder Morwood  and says I had a vision that I had a gumball that was sliding down my throat and I had to get it out. Let's say we had a heart attack
That's about my week
I wrote a couple more more poems and here they are :

When life becomes a dark place...
Where shadows begin to chase...
When light seems to fade away...
DON'T FORGET HIS FACE

When trouble comes...
But never leaves...
Where struggle comes from far beneath...
When life begins to become a dream...
DON'T FORGET TO GET ON YOUR KNEES

When pain comes and only increases...
Where sorrow arises from its sleep...
When time ticks away and demands more...
DON'T FORGET HIS PLEA

BUT REMEMBER...

When darkness came, came a light into the world.
When shadows chase , did he not put them in their place.
When light dimmed, did he not leave his candle burning.
DO YE KNOW NOT THAT HE KNOWS YOUR FACE

When troubles came, was he not there to help you along the way.
When struggles arose, did he not teach you the way.
When life falls into a dream,  did he not wake you from your sleep.
REMEMBER HE GOT DOWN ON HIS KNEES.

I walk the rows one by one
Feeling the ground beneath my feet
I smell the air that feels the earth
I sit and ponder how would it be...

The Savior going row by row healing, healing hearts of broken men...
The Savior giving a man strength to rise up and walk...
The Savior bringing breath back to those who sleepeth ...

I walk to the edge of the farm and look at the field all done
I feel the ground all loose ready for another season
I smell the dust that settles from the working of the day
I sit and ponder once more...

The Savior walking from city to city ...
The Savior loosening the hard hearts of men...
The Savior leaving a trail of love and peace to all he walks by...

I walk to the safety of my home
I feel the love that abides all around
I smell the aging of time that has been spent
And once again my mind goes wandering...

The Savior walked home to home but never to his own...
The Savior left his love to surround all that fallows ...
The Savior walking till the age of the harvest is over...
AND HE WON'T QUIT TILL THE HARVEST IS OVER.

Of course I miss you all and love ya!

Pictures
1. Ninja missionary
2. Quote
3. Goes with the first poem
4. Ugly tie Monday
5. District leader meetings through Skype every  Sunday at 8
6. Goes with the next poem
7. More good food I made
8. Me
9. Purple cow more pink though haha
10. Me and my blanket and candle from mamma tammi

Elder Vickers -Jacklin